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| Another pitfall, this time of my own causing.
I'm not P.R.O. Why?
Because I had to go all noble, sacrificy, caring, and loving, that's the fuck why.
Funny enough, I'm not really sure that I regret it.
And, funny enough again, I am not sure if it would of mattered.
Karma fails.
Why bother facing the impossible? I can't win. Not really. Especially when stuff comes from the horse's mouth. (Ms. Ireland, excuse my grammer) Or, at least, the horse's tamer.
Kenneth Almighty
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| I have the best intentions, the worst execution.
Or the worst intentions best executed.
I think it's the former. But then, I'd look too inocent.
But I am.
Really.
Right?
No.
No I'm not.
I screwed up.
Again.
Big time.
Stupid mouth.
I said something.
It was taken the wrong way.
Best intentions, worst execution.
As always.
Subtlety.
And Nicola says her posts don't make sense.
Kenneth Almighty
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| There is a difference between knowing the truth, and accepting it.
To know the truth is to know where you are. Where I am is not where I want to be. Hope? Heh, hope is everything. I have nothing. No hope whatsoever...
Well...
Yes, I have hope. Much of it? No. Saying I have hope is an overstatement. I have false hope. I have hope founded on the bullshit fed to me every day. An unstable foundation, eh? Kinda stinks. (pun intended)
Why? Why do I hope? Any clue? I sure don't have any. I live my life with anxiety, with every mistake a major blow, and every blow crippling. I go back up. Why? Hope.
Hope is what stopped me from jumping off the roof, and staying in the corner, just wanting to calm down.
Hope is what stopped me from taking that handful of pills, to poison, and to kill.
Hope is what made sure that I don't die, not here, not now.
I have a limit.
Hope is part of human nature. And I am starting to feel less than human.
Kenneth Almighty
P.S.: Mikee?
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Love
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love
http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=love
Eat up.
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| Shit, I'm depressed again. Someone, cheer me up, quick.
Five reasons why the world would be better off without Kenneth:
1. No more Kenneth drama.
2. No more ambiguous blog posts and MSN convos.
3. Speaking of ambiguous, nor more daunting with impeccably skookum jargon for you to endure.
4. You're life won't get fucked up by my stupid accidents and mistakes.
5. You won't be disgusted by my pervertedness and/or grossness.
6. You won't find your pocket book empty because some idiot (Me) forgot to pay you back again.
Oh, I'm sorry. Was that six? That reminds me:
7. You won't waste your breath bitching about how it was six reasons, not seven.
Now hurry up, find 5-7 reasons why the world WOULDN'T be better off without Kenneth. Double negative, I know.
Kenneth Almighty
EDIT:
Pamela just found out 4 more negative things about me. Am I really that horrible?
Ah, she also pointed out that those were all "sometimes" and found 7 good things about me.
Hm.
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| Candy.
Fuck yeeeesssssss.
Kenneth Almighty
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